Thursday, March 31, 2016


Note: ATOZ Challenge

Theme: "Finding Myself - Living My Life"

Caution: Free Write


So now what would you call a 20 something who wants to improve her writing by writing about herself throughout April? A learner? A student?

Even after completing my education and a stint with job for some period of time, I will say I haven’t learnt much( read anything) about life. I am an adult who is still trying to figure out what is going on around, taking my own time, and deciding how to live my life. “Lost Soul”, you may think I am. But No! I would have lived my  life like everybody else. Get up in the morning, go to office, work for odd hours, return home, routine etc. But now that I have time in hand, I wish to know more about myself and figure out roads unexplored. To be specific, the road left unexplored for me to walk on. What is that something different that I wish to seek? Well, I am still learning.

I am quiet; doesn’t mean my brain is silent. There is continuous music and dancing of thoughts that goes on like forever. It keeps me awake at night, doesn’t allow me to sleep. It makes me depressed with events going around, but cheers me up at the next moment at the sight of my favorite person. It loses its way and saddens, and then brightens up again when it knows it has to achieve goals which will make people wonder, “Man, I knew this person would do wonders and defy everyone. This person was destined to do that”. Am I boasting about myself? Not at all. Just noting down my amateurish ideas in a free write. I love to write down my thoughts, and what better platform than this challenge where I want my readers watch me seek my goals of life.

Fly like a bird without a care in the world. How will I do that? Let me learn it along the way in 26 days. 26 Days of my Self Discovery with you people as witnesses!!

I wish to be Amateur at heart. That way, thirst to learn more won’t stop, and will let me explore more paths. But the path I seek, is yet to be found, and find it, I will.

Am I doing something wrong by going against the norms and society rules? Are my amateurish ways of learning something that I like bad? Is doing something that makes you happy and content wrong? Why do I care? After few years, I do not want to complain that I missed doing this and missed doing that.

I will let my ways and ideas flow. Do not stop me. At the same time, do not abandon me! Free spirited that I am, let me be “Me”. Hold me in case I fall.

What is that “Amateurish” skill that I wish to master? I am seeking :)


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  2. Nice take !
    Along with blogging for 26 days you gonna also learn the know how of life, this is interesting ☺☺
    Am excited to read as well as learn from your posts :)
    @dixita011 from
    Cafenined words

  3. Nice take !
    Along with blogging for 26 days you gonna also learn the know how of life, this is interesting ☺☺
    Am excited to read as well as learn from your posts :)
    @dixita011 from
    Cafenined words

  4. Yeah, I never really bother about what people say. Be who you are... and do what you like to do no matter whatever it is..
    Good to read bits about you. :D

    A - The Art Attack

  5. I love who you are...Being You is so important in today's times! It is easy to lose oneself by conforming to norms that engulf you. Look forward to your posts Seeya.

  6. Be who you are - that's the most important thing. Never lose sight of it!
    Modern Gypsy:

  7. Big hug Seeya !
    You are being much much mature beyond your years by putting yourself out there .
    We are all with you in this journey of self discovery .. Each and every thought of yours is completely understandable :) if it's any relief life doesn't get any clearer a decade from where you are as well ! So enjoy the ride .. Or free flight and have loads of fun !

    1. Hug to you too dear!! Love that you encourage me everytime

  8. Wow.. all the very best and am sure with 26 days of introspection you'll be able to make sure what's your goal that your heart is striving for.

    Random Ragas : in case you need regular dose of motivation for that :)

  9. You're an amateur. Don't worry about anything, just let it all go. you'll find your niche soon enough.
    Hope you had a great first day of the challenge! :)

  10. You never know how many more you may inspire with this journey that you take with the alphabet... Self discovery is a journey in itself... Keep rocking girl!!!

    @w0rds4u from As Time Flies>

  11. With age comers wisdom...and experience!
    I am here from A-Z. Nice to meet you!
    McGuffy Ann Morris from
    McGuffy's Reader

  12. Very Nice Post...

    Welcome in the letter "A"... thank you!
    Jeremy [Retro]
    AtoZ Challenge Co-Host [2016]

    Stop over and find a free "SIX STRINGS: BLOGGING AtoZ CHALLENGE" Here:

    You know you want to know if me or Hollywood... is Nuts?

  13. That's how a person has to be...just be urself....Exploring is experiencing. Keep exploring paths and so keep posting such nice stuff!
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  14. No matter how old we are we are always trying to figure out life isn't it?
    Lovely thoughts Seeya :)
    We are all with you on the journey.
    Reema D’souza from
    Reem Writes...

  15. There is always an amateur in us when learning something new and different. Lovely thoughts Seeya! :)

  16. Nice write, Seeya. Simple. Be You. :)

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  17. You are not wrong at all! Its a great thing that you want to figure out what you want to do instead of following the herd. It takes guts to do that.. Be true and honest with yourself and you will soar way above everyone else!
    Good luck! :)
    @yenforblue from
    Spice of Life!